UPDATE!!

YEAH!

I have done something that i have been wanting to do.............. EXTENSIONS!!!

My heart was being so itchy! Now, it is done! still trying to get used to it, other than that, all are fine!

Went for THE DAYS roadshow, miss Candice they all so much! Seeing them felt good though.

Then Sufian was hungry because he haven't eat anything since morning, so went to have our clique's FAVORITE FOOD- KFC
why is it so? It is because, we always eat KFC on either Tuesdays or Thursdays WEEKLY, just tell me about it.

Yesterday was special! Intensive Fellowship has just started! I believe it will be awesome! The girls was very sweet, they gave all of their BS "teachers" something as a teacher's day gift, so i received something too! From Gracia... Did not expect anything you see, so it was really something surprising and felt so blessed! ~smiles~

For pictures, please go to http://me-myself-wf.blogspot.com , our dearest Wanfong's blog! Oh, saying all these forgotten to tell you all what was the gift i received from Gracia, it is a towel LOLLI and a nice card! Geraldine was saying that i am so good, because i am not even 18 yet ( going to be soon! in about 1 month plus time) and i am already a "teacher and even receives "teacher" 's day gift already! Yes, that is also what i am thinking, so blessed!

So far, comments about my hair are all positive! Thank goodness, if not i will be like so .... -laugh- shall not say, please tell me whether does this hair look nice okay?

~huggies~ Jas- loving her NEW HAIRDO!

Title...

I started off my day by waking up and eating fried carrot cake and steam chicken! Quite a sumptuous meal right?
Then i sort of slacken my day, practice my guitar and everything, received Seow Shi's message to meet up, went along, it was a wonderful time just plain enjoyment! Hearing all the funny and fun stuffs that you have encounter and done makes me feel so happy! At least i know that we have obtain another level of relationship, -smiles-

Today, dont know why, but just felt good, during worship, it is like no longer caring about the techniques, but trying to flow with the leader. At least today is like finally one time after so long that i am like, not feeling upset that i did not do a good job or anything.

God, I pray for strength and wisdom upon my life. Show me how should i walk or go.

Imagine Me Without You
By Jaci Velasquez

Verse 1:
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you.

12 Lotus VS Money No enough 2

i watch this two films in a week, last week. It just had been like a wonderful experience. Both films have things that i think can learn about.

In this two as comparison, i like Money No enough 2 better, maybe because it covers with biasness, as i find that the story is pretty similiar to my grandmother's happening, I cant deny after her passing away, it seems like the pain is still there, just that it has blend in with some sweet memories of her, no longer just the pain that she left us already.

Throughout the parts, where i felt was similar to her, i will tear and cry really badly. Hardly able to breathe, just takes aways everything suddenly. The ending make me really cried, tears did not roll down my cheek anymore, they just spilled out, i could not withstand it any longer, i know that it just had to flow, i already had no control over them at the period.

(Popo, i miss you so so much! Though you have already left, always remember that i will always have you in a place in my heart just like you having all of your children and grandchildren a place in yours too. Never fail remembering what were our favorite dishes for all 14 of us. Remembering the sight of seeing you lying on the bed, no longer breathing and motionless, drove tears into each person's eyes, the pain of losing you was just terrible. The selfish part of us just refuse letting go of you, but we all know it is all for the better because you dont have to suffer anymore. I always remember you cooking curry chicken every year for my birthday, bringing me to wet market, eating breakfast with you, i can never forget when times i will sleep over at your place, both of us on the floor, lying on mattress, infront of that redlight altar shining at us, while you pat me to sleep, Now that you are gone, i treat you as my sense of energy and strength to overcome obstacles, you are so sweet in my life, i can never forgot when you will ask whether i have a boyfriend already, when i deny, you told me that you will want me if no guys would ever want me. Sometimes thoughts of you will still drive me to tears but with thinking of you make me stronger too. Thank You so much Popo!

- Love you always! Jasmine- )


Okay, now change to something of a happier note!
Next week will be "THE DAYS" gala premiere already! Happy and excited like crazy, we are like invited there too!
It is a must watch okay? The show is special not only to the director who is our lecturer, it is also special to all of us, it marks all our efforts being placed in the past one month! so many things took place after that, but most of them were awesome! Thank you April for the chance to join this wonderful team, Thank you Fu er and Sufian, we have really great time right? Thank you Fuer for all your hugs! It really makes me move on! Especially must thank Jolene(MA) and Teng Shang(AUNTY) without you both teaching me and stuff, think i will still be dumber!

-hugs all-

Love, Jas

Relaxing day after so long?

Friday was already counted the most relax day i had ever since the new school term started after June holidays! I woke up only at 11.30am plus, can you imagine? Then is like, i was slacking in my room, when my mum came in and ask me whether i want to watch a movie with her. It is like so impromptu, but i still agreed to, since the show that she want to see is "12 Lotus" by Royston Tan, cant deny that i actually prefer "881" than this film, not much reason why so either, just find that "881" just attracts me more, is like, "881" makes me have the urge to watch it over and over again <> However, i dont have the same urge. Although i MIGHT just watch it once more to take notice of the art direction and stuff like that.

Then, my mum and i bought some stuffs for ourselves. like a mini shopping. She bought a pair of shoes which she took notice for a while,bought two comfortable tops for herself, a long-sleeve top from Baleno, i bought 2 pairs of shorts! A top too! Then went home.

Thursday we had cellgroup, the word was good! i like the 90/10 Princple! => 10% is made up of things that happens to you in life, another 90% is made up from our reaction to the matter! In short, for myself, it is like how we decide to react plays a big part in our lives! Dont you think so? Agree? Managed to get home by bus trips throughout, but my bag has declare lethargy! It has given up already. thanks to me always carrying so many stuff! Oh man, new bag! Too bad that they cant drop/ fall down from Heaven.

Oh ya, my group know our lecturer in charge already, is Miss Jumat, well, she is not that bad so still kind of okay. God i need Favor , Strength and Wisdom! -smile- Need it terribly, especially when calling up for enquiries and stuff.

Jasmine is becoming IRON LADY!

Jasmine is an IRON LADY! Because she is slowly forsaking her daily sleeps, though she is tired like no one's business, but it is like she just cant make herself sleep in normal being timings.

Sufian and i went for recky of location today, heed my advice, i will not ALLOW anyone to wear shorts to the shoot! No crew are allowed to wear shorts there, if you want to wear, then i will not let you come. - grin-

I am being very nice okay?

Anyway, the pink giant pen you see now is something that Sufian and i bought while on search for an alarm clock for me, because according to him, i am like cannot make it already, because i just cannot wake up anymore. I caught my eye on this marvellous PINK GIANTIC pen! Surprisingly, it is very nice to write!

We also had the thought of us using this pen for our own production group will be like "WOW" so we purchased 4 of this pen, cant get over the giantic-ness.

Because of this situation, i have alreadygone crazy. However, please dont go to woodbridge to look for me, i already tried my best to book a whole room for myself, but they think i am just not crazy enough.- frowns- So sad can?

Then finally, i manage to find this SUPER CUTE alarm clock, according to Sufian and the Auntie, this kind of alarm is counted as the loudest kind already. She tells me that she owns one too, even need to paste scotchtape at the side just to minimise the volume, she could see that i have a little unbelief, so she sort of test it out for me, but i find it okay only. Maybe i am just weird.

Sometimes, i think that i am kind of crazy, because, i also dont really know actually, YES! dad just packed for me fried rice for either breakfast or lunch, haven't decide yet, i am suppose to sleep, but i spent my time just flying past me, Jasmine, how weird can you really get?

Tired!! However contented- Quoted from Melissa

This was the answer that i got from Mel, when i asked her whether is she tired after yesterday's enormous event- Belle's birthday!
Well, this is also how i felt, although it was tired, however to see the end of the day, the accomplishments and the tears from the precious birthday girl, all just seems worth-while, i can say comparing to Ivan and Mel, i have really done nothing much, but maybe i can play around saying, "it is the thoughts that counts" can i? Hope so!
Mel is the most awesome event planner ( in my opinion) i have ever come across, her creative ideas does not come by one but one, however, is tubs by tubs, barrels by barrels!-thinking- well, she is pretty, gorgeous, friendly, creative, hardworking, come to think of it, who will not want her around helping to plan events and stuff? So grab her if you have a chance! not sure whether will she see this but oh well, the important thing is that you all have already read it! Oh and she will not complain non-stop, in other words, she is just good!

The decorations of one room itself took us girls till 4.a.m. to finish doing up, all could not take it further but to give in and close for the day. We then woke up at 8 plus, washed up, then off for breakfast! It was quite a okay breakfast, went back and completed the other room and Mel did the balloons- writing! The weather was not on our side at first but thankfully, God is always our source and provider! He gave us the good weather when the whole event started, funny thing was that we realized that there was also any 21st Birthday party, the matter of fact is, quite of number of Happy birthday was being seen by this little girl who walked past our room and said, " Wa! why today so many people all put Happy Birthday? I like the words being written -> Referring to Mel's work on the balloons." then i heard someone saying, " Well Done!"

The whole event started and i felt not bad actually, kind of proud that i think i did not eat much, can lose some weights that i have been putting on. Belle treated me as a professional! However, i know i am not at all one, but still i know i have to do my best as this task is being given to me, well, it is an opportunity! I realized how cute her parents are! They are really nice people! Went service today, thought i could pull through until like nearly the last part - smack forehead!- It was a not bad message at all, kind of curious what was being preach at the next service, was waiting for my sister when i saw that person who make me wait so long, causing me to feel that we might become the next 牛郎和织女 only see each other once in a YEAR! and that is my BELOVED PuiMan! She has been "cheating on my feeling"! well, she say soon! just hope that it will not be in October, if not, it will really become one year already!

So tempted to put up Belle's birthday's picture, however, shall not. -LAUGHS-

Jasmine is a STRONG GIRL!

Jasmine is a Strong GIRL! God, i need a vision from You for my next step and move. I will graduating in a few more months time, i need discipline, i need directions too! - Smile- well, God, all i have place unto Your mighty hands.

Celebrated Dorcas's Birthday today, sort of surprise her. Know why i put there sort of, because she somehow figured out that something was going on because some people who could not make it message her. -Laughs- kind of irony, because it is the right and polite thing to do however, wrong timing! Well, they can't be actually blame also, maybe they just did not know that it was supposed to be SURPRISE i think.

It was a not bad deal! The food there was affordable inclusive of free flow of drinks and ICE CREAM! Anyway, the whole thing was really enjoyable! I personally think that our table was having the most fun! Think about it, where can you find such good thing, we consist of a few entertainments and entertainers, shall not tell you who are who, but we seriously had a great laugh!

Had also a free ride home, although it was by cab, however, it is being paid for already, thank you Auntie Susan and Martin! It was quite a quiet journey back, all were tired i guess. All had work and school before going down and all.

Just had a thought that swipe through my mind within a split second that caught me wondering: L-O-V-E is more than just this simple four letter words. It consist of a lot of commitment, time, finances, energy. -Laughs- Wait, that are also 4 things! Which also within them have even more things i guess. But nice thing to just ponder over some times, and NO, I am not emo-ing nor like very badly wanting a relationships, just find that sometimes just thinking about such things can exercise your brain. - winks-

Sort of tidy my room a little bit as my mum was actually nagging already, well, at least now, i can let people sit in my room before locking them outside for a certain moment to hide my untidiness. Love my new bed layout with a two in one purpose, firstly, it looks like some nice presentable bed, another reason is that i will not need to fold my blanket! That is the exciting part! Not that i find folding blanket not good, just that, you see, i always like to wake up later then finish preparing and rush out of house, dont even have time to schedule for blanket folding <> so this is the best solution already!

Shall end off here, enjoy reading?

-Hugs-

Clearing Dusts

WanFong say that my blog is catching dust so cleaning up a bit.

Was just thinking about this issue that i have thought about in the past and still thinking at this very moment, why is Blaming God always easier than Thanking God?

Why whenever problems strike, people will always like turn to God and just blame Him first without thanking Him for being there for us at the very time? Not speaking of anyone or anything, just had this question in my head for quite sometime. Then i realized something after a while, it is because no one will admit their own mistake or what they might have missed or overlook, is just plain wanting to push away all the mistakes and say that the things happening around them is everyone else's fault Except their own fault.

Amazing right? However, isn't it true?

SMILE!

Hero- Mariah Carey
There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone;
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within your self
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

oh....Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Just Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in ... you
mmmm that a hero lies in.....you.

Jasmine is SO noble -winks-

Yes! Jasmine is a very noble girl!
FOP
On the first night, Shi min's slipper gave way, so i decided to pass her my shoe because i thought we will be taking cab from Singapore Indoor Stadium immediately. However, all were on call! and i am definitely not wanting to pay for the on call surcharge, plus the additional 30 cents and plus the peak hour! do you know a taxi uncle told me this, when it is peak hour, the meter is jumping a total of 30 cents per jump? So i walked barefooted, until when we reached Car park B near the stadium, with the road sign saying Stadium Rd, they were like discussing saying how will they be getting home and stuff like that. Then, just nice, Elijah came running over and ask us whether we needed a ride or something, we all dropped off at Aljunied opposite the MRT station. We realized we can take bus to nearer places before hopping onto a cab. and i think we manage to save a lot! because, in total we only paid for $6 plus for the taxi fare! Yes! But then, i had to walk on stony ground which is the road and even took bus barefooted. Oh and we celebrated Li Ping's birthday too -smiles- it was good, she told us that she was touched! I think i could hear she somehow wanted to cry already. And we took a lot of pictures!

Second night, the word was awesome! It talks about Growing up or Growing old, Rev. Mark Conner said something like-the quality of the birthday reveals the age in life but the quality of behavior reveals the stage in life. Did it wow you as much as it had WOW me? -smiles-
Also, he used a hola-hoop to illustrate that it present what is under our control and began to like ask us a list of things whether is it within or out of our control, ultimately, the only thing we have full control over, is ourselves. Then he made a statement like this, "What you have control over, you are responsible for, what you dont have control over, you dont have responsible for!" and "Maturity does not come with age but with the acceptance of responsibilities"
I think it was a very good message, it is like something we all know but rarely do.
oh ya, Kaiyun drove so she sort of fetch us home, then on the way, something scary happened, however, with God's mercy and divine protection, we are all fine! if not, how can i be updating my blog right?

Third night, it was sort of a busy day!
We had this Family Portrait photo shoot, before rushing down, really have to thank Uncle Stephen for fetching us down man! So nice! Did not really miss anything as well.
Rev. Mark kind of introduce this website http://deathclock.com/ to us, and i just tried it out,
it says that my "death day will be on Saturday, January 11, 2070
Yes, so funny, means by then, i will be 80 years old!! that is like super old can?
Have to treat it very lightly, it is not being pessimistic or any of this sort, Rev Mark say it is just to make sure you dont plan any other things AFTER that date thats all. - Laughs- He talks about values that contains eternal values. Really interesting. Then after, KaiYun drove again! So she fetched us home again, and i had a "near-death" experience, so frightened, that i cried, but all is well now! Dont have to repeat myself do i? -smiles-