Saturday, April 25, 2009

Finally entering another entry now..

It have been so long since i blog right? *thinking* i wonder who still comes around to read my blog.
Through this long period to me, a lot of things happened. it is a whole load of story if to be told or written here. However, i think that through it all, i am learning to stand up even stronger.
Of course not every single thing is bad things that occur, there are good things too. Like for example, i always wanted to get a acoustic guitar, the other day i met Jowell the other day, for sushi once more.. (side note: seriously, why everytime we meet only eat sushi? maybe should change location occasionally if meet up ya?) *smiles*
Then we went shopping, mostly window-shopping, on the way to take a train to meet my parents, i told her that i aim to get a acoustic guitar next month, then she just surprises me. Thank you Jowell! Mummy is paying for my guitar! Which was also unexpected because all along i have been pestering them to get me a acoustic guitar for like how many donkey years, then just out of sudden she wants me to see how much the guitar is and she will pay for me..

Just went out with mum, to eat sticky rice with MANGO! Yummy! I think Mummy is weird, she is too hip sometimes, yesterday she asked me out for a drink after my service and fellowship. She wanted to go out for a drink with my dad, my sister, her BF and me. Which was not her usual style, can't really remember her having night life, especially with us.

All turns out good and bad in a family is a matter of choice and all.. i think although people mention that out of Faith, Hope and Love, Love is the greatest thing in life, Forgiveness is the second greatest thing. How easy to type and say, but to do, it will take much more effort..

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Since i havent been updating... MIGHT AS WELL!!

Like the woman with the issue of blood
Like the woman with the issue of blood
We press in, we press in
Like the blind man waiting patiently
We press in through the crowd

Then suddenly
A touch from Heaven
Jesus came and rescue me
Then suddely
A touch from Heaven
Jesus came and set me free

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Five loaves and two fishes- Corrine May

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small
I trust in you I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small
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I went to watch the Final Solution- Easter drama, without fail, the whipping scene and Jesus carrying the cross moved me deeply into unbearable silent crying. It was heart-wrenching to see Jesus being mock, humiliated and having to suffer so much pain for sins he did not commit. during one scene, i got reminded of the song " Like the woman with the issue of blood" it caused me to cry or rather weep..

It just take so much faith of ours to do amazing miracles among us, don't you agree? Most of the time when things ain't working well, it just takes us to trust and believe that there is a way out planned for us and step out into the unknown and embark in new adventures. The woman with the issue of blood had the disease for about twelve years, but because of being willing to step out into the unknown and believe that she can be heal if only she can touch Jesus's garment, not even His hands and she will be healed. And she was healed! No wonder it is written that as long as you have the faith of a mustard seed, you can move mountains! *beams*

Thank God for strength and everything that you have done for us. I pray that greater and better job opportunities will come along real soon.. I need financial breakthrough! Hopefully by June the latest. So if you do read my blog, please promise to keep a lookout for me and pray for me okay?
Thank you in advance!
Take care, attending Service in another 9 more hours time, going to catch some power nap!

~signing off~ Jas