Finally another post,
Work is fine, in fact, way too comfortable! I need a new environment, i need a new job, with better pay, something that is more of my interest. Anyways, i passed my BTT ( Basic theory test)! like finally also, only passed it at the second round, hopefully my FTT (Final Theory) is not going to be like that, i am hoping to pass on first trial, it is way harder than the BTT, read through the second time already still find alot of things unclear, especially the clutch pedal thingy.
Thus, i am currently trying to roughly figure out, might be booking the date soon though, i dont want to be left with too far a date to test, aiming to get my license by end of this year the latest.
Have been attending impactful meetings, feel so challenged, but when coming to practical areas, i think i still need to have the discipline not to procrastinate. I am going to try to do well in my job, then when i finally confirm a new job, then i will leave, because, in my heart i know that this current job is definitely not my final stop! Thus i have to really work hard and achieve, another issue is because to many people, they might find me way too young to work in the society now, so i also have to do it so well, that i can see right to their eyes and prove them wrong, that when it comes to work, age is not the limit to judge on capability but it is the actions that counts. I dont want to be one of those that will be commented that "Empty vessels makes the most noise"
So of all, procrastinate should be the last ever thing that i should do, out of the whole world of issues. I know that the path that i choose and God being my steering wheel, He will guide and He shall provide!
(side note: all these typing make me so encouraged! *Smiles* Got to motivate myself much more than ever once again!)
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Back once again!
Yup! i am back once again!
Just cant seem to be as regular even if how much i wish to be. I think partially DISCIPLINE takes a whole load of responsibility for this.
You know what?
I just read a very nice book, entitled, Rachel's Tears.It is a real joy reading this very book, because it is so amazing and bring such a great impact. It is about this incident that happened on April 20,1999 (mind you! this is a true story!), apparently two teenagers had planned to create a bloodbath at their school which was the Columbine high school. Rachel was one of the 13 who got killed, the killers selected a few groups of people which they wants to kill. Christians were one of them, Rachel is a devoted Christian who not only talks the talk but also walk the walk! She was first shot on her legs and the killer turned back, grab her by her hair, questioning her whether does she still believe in Jesus, and her response was, " you know i do". the killer then make a comment, " then go be with Him" and shot her by the head.That was how she died, can you imagine one day if such things happen to you, will you be able to be like Rachel, stand by your faith in risk of losing your life?
However, more importantly, Rachel had such a close relationship with God that she knew she was going to die, just like, Elijah and God. So amazing! If you are interested with this book can always ask me about it okay?!
that's all for now!
Just cant seem to be as regular even if how much i wish to be. I think partially DISCIPLINE takes a whole load of responsibility for this.
You know what?
I just read a very nice book, entitled, Rachel's Tears.It is a real joy reading this very book, because it is so amazing and bring such a great impact. It is about this incident that happened on April 20,1999 (mind you! this is a true story!), apparently two teenagers had planned to create a bloodbath at their school which was the Columbine high school. Rachel was one of the 13 who got killed, the killers selected a few groups of people which they wants to kill. Christians were one of them, Rachel is a devoted Christian who not only talks the talk but also walk the walk! She was first shot on her legs and the killer turned back, grab her by her hair, questioning her whether does she still believe in Jesus, and her response was, " you know i do". the killer then make a comment, " then go be with Him" and shot her by the head.That was how she died, can you imagine one day if such things happen to you, will you be able to be like Rachel, stand by your faith in risk of losing your life?
However, more importantly, Rachel had such a close relationship with God that she knew she was going to die, just like, Elijah and God. So amazing! If you are interested with this book can always ask me about it okay?!
that's all for now!
Monday, June 29, 2009
TADA!
I'm back to blog once again!
If you are wondering what was the entry title all about, it is something that my centre's kid always say to make an opening entrance! Especially after showering and letting us know that he is done.
Such a dearie! Mind you, he is only like 2 years old this year! He loves making all of us laugh at the centre, with his actions, speech, i tell you, no teachers DON'T LOVE him! He is that adorable!
Okay, i think i have alot to actually blog,
My cousin's wedding was FABULOUS! My cousin-in-law looked so gorgeous in her wedding gowns, make-up and all. Finally everything is over! I think preparing for wedding can be a tremendously tiring work. You have to take in so many people under your consideration, well i think they enjoyed themselves as all are part and parcel of life though.
My mum's birthday and daddy's day was nice! Had another gathering with Jess once again at Party World! It was all nice, ended around 1230am. All went home and really slept! I think all are worn out, and had to work the very next day. I think throughout this two days, all was awesome which i feel that is the most important thing! Dont you agree?
If you are wondering what was the entry title all about, it is something that my centre's kid always say to make an opening entrance! Especially after showering and letting us know that he is done.
Such a dearie! Mind you, he is only like 2 years old this year! He loves making all of us laugh at the centre, with his actions, speech, i tell you, no teachers DON'T LOVE him! He is that adorable!
Okay, i think i have alot to actually blog,
My cousin's wedding was FABULOUS! My cousin-in-law looked so gorgeous in her wedding gowns, make-up and all. Finally everything is over! I think preparing for wedding can be a tremendously tiring work. You have to take in so many people under your consideration, well i think they enjoyed themselves as all are part and parcel of life though.
My mum's birthday and daddy's day was nice! Had another gathering with Jess once again at Party World! It was all nice, ended around 1230am. All went home and really slept! I think all are worn out, and had to work the very next day. I think throughout this two days, all was awesome which i feel that is the most important thing! Dont you agree?
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
HEYS!
Heys! It have been few days since i last blogged.
My cousin, Daniel's wedding is coming soon, like in another 2 to 3 days.
So my mum brought me for shopping spree to buy something nice and formal for the wedding.
This are my items:
Yeah, do they look okay? i really love the shoes! Something different.
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I think my mum is really very willing to splurge for Daniel's wedding because she is even going to sponsor my sister and me manicure. I think she is really happy and excited about the occasion as well. keen for my manicure fingers?
I try to update once i have those nails on okay?
I don't think that is a easy task after my nails are on. but fret not, (provided that i actually have readers) i will most likely update, because i want to update about my mum's birthday that will happen on the next day, Sunday, 21.06.09
Cool!
Loves~
My cousin, Daniel's wedding is coming soon, like in another 2 to 3 days.
So my mum brought me for shopping spree to buy something nice and formal for the wedding.
This are my items:
Yeah, do they look okay? i really love the shoes! Something different.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think my mum is really very willing to splurge for Daniel's wedding because she is even going to sponsor my sister and me manicure. I think she is really happy and excited about the occasion as well. keen for my manicure fingers?
I try to update once i have those nails on okay?
I don't think that is a easy task after my nails are on. but fret not, (provided that i actually have readers) i will most likely update, because i want to update about my mum's birthday that will happen on the next day, Sunday, 21.06.09
Cool!
Loves~
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
WooHOO!!
WooHoo! My web browser is working once more! No, not my Safari but my firefox! i downloaded it using my pc and then plugged it in here and now it is working! *jumps for joy!*
I am never going to be so stupid and delete my firefox again man! It is was so torturing!
I went for morning prayer this morning, awesome! though i was a bit not here nor there because i was very very sleepy! However, i still felt the presence throughout all the yawnings, which was amazing! Did i mention that i did not sleep at all last night? Because i am so afraid that i will oversleep and miss it again like the previous one. I only manage to attend one day out the five days man. So i repent and make it a point to try making to this round's
So upsetting, two of my colleague which i am closer to are leaving! Horrible people, abandon me there. -sighs-
Huang lao shi is leaving by the end of June and Ms Wendy is most probably leaving by the end of July. My goodness! Dont be mistaken, the job is not that bad, just that it can be quite physically demanding, Huang lao shi have some back problem and her knees are giving her problem already thus she have to leave, and Ms Wendy, she have some awesome opportunities that have been offered to her, so it is better for her to go too.
Will be so upset without them , think i will miss them really alot!
I am never going to be so stupid and delete my firefox again man! It is was so torturing!
I went for morning prayer this morning, awesome! though i was a bit not here nor there because i was very very sleepy! However, i still felt the presence throughout all the yawnings, which was amazing! Did i mention that i did not sleep at all last night? Because i am so afraid that i will oversleep and miss it again like the previous one. I only manage to attend one day out the five days man. So i repent and make it a point to try making to this round's
So upsetting, two of my colleague which i am closer to are leaving! Horrible people, abandon me there. -sighs-
Huang lao shi is leaving by the end of June and Ms Wendy is most probably leaving by the end of July. My goodness! Dont be mistaken, the job is not that bad, just that it can be quite physically demanding, Huang lao shi have some back problem and her knees are giving her problem already thus she have to leave, and Ms Wendy, she have some awesome opportunities that have been offered to her, so it is better for her to go too.
Will be so upset without them , think i will miss them really alot!
Monday, June 8, 2009
Blogging through hp
Okay, I'm actually using my handphone and blog.
Horrible! I accidentally deleted my firefox browser and my Safari is totally screwed! -frowns-
Seriously regrets can? I hope it doesnt get virus! (holding my hands together and pray)
Any nice people can actually bless me with a simple laptop will do, for me to surf net.
Because that is the only problem with my laptop.
Well at least i still can blog through my phone still not that bad. -smiles-
Horrible! I accidentally deleted my firefox browser and my Safari is totally screwed! -frowns-
Seriously regrets can? I hope it doesnt get virus! (holding my hands together and pray)
Any nice people can actually bless me with a simple laptop will do, for me to surf net.
Because that is the only problem with my laptop.
Well at least i still can blog through my phone still not that bad. -smiles-
Saturday, June 6, 2009
be more regular in blogging?! i hope!!
Hmm, maybe i should just try to blog more regular already.
I only remember blogging really regular when i was still in my secondary days. When all i do once i reach home is to actually turn on my computer and just blog away my day. I think partially because i was always being left alone at home, my sister was still in school back then and my parents were working. So seriously what else can i do other then just blog and stare at the screen.
There was a time that i was really bored till i will keep changing the font colour each time after i start a new paragraph. Time has flew so fast that sometimes i don't even have sufficient moment to catch a breath and take a quick glimpse of how things have been changing around me. It seems forever for me to turn 18 going on to 19 this year, breaking curfews and more things like working. I have to keep constantly reminding myself that i am no longer what i use to be, might not own what i used to own, because time has change and i have to grow up regardless whether i like it or not.
Attended another very sweet Solemnization yesterday once again, manage to see a lot of my ITE lecturers! Took a photo with Ms Karen with Fu er as well.
She still is as pretty as she always have been! -SMILES-
Anyways, fell in love with some really meaningful lyrics songs that are classified as emo songs by my friends, mostly i think break up songs?! but i just find that the melody is awesome.
Teng bought my gifts from Taiwan and Bangkok respectively and was really nice to pass it to me like yesterday, really sweet of her to do so. somehow, it makes me miss spending time with her and Jolene. Oh, the good thing was, she say i SLIM DOWN!! So happy, it has been ages since someone commented that i actually slim down. However, i want to slim more. Cannot stand myself to look fat especially when i know my cousin's wedding is drawing really really near! Wendy(my colleague) and i went to Bugis the other day to see whether i could find my dress there. But never really find any. BUT! I am not going to give up! -smile- Nothing is impossible!
I apologise if my post is kind of not in the proper sequence because these are bits and pieces in my mind now.
The weather is really a killer now! So please drink lots and lots of water, preferably plain water because it is more healthy. You know why? Because my nose is protesting to me about the weather too, it just keeps bleeding as and when she likes! [ i gave it a female gender because i am a female!] Horrible, just sneezing brings the blood clog out! Not a good sign at all i think.
Currently, all three family members are around, excluding my mum who had once again went to Kuching, she offered to bring me there but i rejected for no reason though. However, three of us are at our individual spaces using our own laptops , doing our own stuff. My dad is at the living room dong his work, my sister in her room, doing her work as well, and i am in my own room blogging. I think this is a partial disadvantage of staying in a four -room flat, lesser family interaction. Especially when children gets older and demands their own SPACES!
Unknowingly, i just typed a super long entry! I think that is all, shall continue tomorrow!
Loves, Jas
I only remember blogging really regular when i was still in my secondary days. When all i do once i reach home is to actually turn on my computer and just blog away my day. I think partially because i was always being left alone at home, my sister was still in school back then and my parents were working. So seriously what else can i do other then just blog and stare at the screen.
There was a time that i was really bored till i will keep changing the font colour each time after i start a new paragraph. Time has flew so fast that sometimes i don't even have sufficient moment to catch a breath and take a quick glimpse of how things have been changing around me. It seems forever for me to turn 18 going on to 19 this year, breaking curfews and more things like working. I have to keep constantly reminding myself that i am no longer what i use to be, might not own what i used to own, because time has change and i have to grow up regardless whether i like it or not.
Attended another very sweet Solemnization yesterday once again, manage to see a lot of my ITE lecturers! Took a photo with Ms Karen with Fu er as well.
She still is as pretty as she always have been! -SMILES-Anyways, fell in love with some really meaningful lyrics songs that are classified as emo songs by my friends, mostly i think break up songs?! but i just find that the melody is awesome.
Teng bought my gifts from Taiwan and Bangkok respectively and was really nice to pass it to me like yesterday, really sweet of her to do so. somehow, it makes me miss spending time with her and Jolene. Oh, the good thing was, she say i SLIM DOWN!! So happy, it has been ages since someone commented that i actually slim down. However, i want to slim more. Cannot stand myself to look fat especially when i know my cousin's wedding is drawing really really near! Wendy(my colleague) and i went to Bugis the other day to see whether i could find my dress there. But never really find any. BUT! I am not going to give up! -smile- Nothing is impossible!
I apologise if my post is kind of not in the proper sequence because these are bits and pieces in my mind now.
The weather is really a killer now! So please drink lots and lots of water, preferably plain water because it is more healthy. You know why? Because my nose is protesting to me about the weather too, it just keeps bleeding as and when she likes! [ i gave it a female gender because i am a female!] Horrible, just sneezing brings the blood clog out! Not a good sign at all i think.
Currently, all three family members are around, excluding my mum who had once again went to Kuching, she offered to bring me there but i rejected for no reason though. However, three of us are at our individual spaces using our own laptops , doing our own stuff. My dad is at the living room dong his work, my sister in her room, doing her work as well, and i am in my own room blogging. I think this is a partial disadvantage of staying in a four -room flat, lesser family interaction. Especially when children gets older and demands their own SPACES!
Unknowingly, i just typed a super long entry! I think that is all, shall continue tomorrow!
Loves, Jas
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