TADA!

I'm back to blog once again!
If you are wondering what was the entry title all about, it is something that my centre's kid always say to make an opening entrance! Especially after showering and letting us know that he is done.
Such a dearie! Mind you, he is only like 2 years old this year! He loves making all of us laugh at the centre, with his actions, speech, i tell you, no teachers DON'T LOVE him! He is that adorable!

Okay, i think i have alot to actually blog,
My cousin's wedding was FABULOUS! My cousin-in-law looked so gorgeous in her wedding gowns, make-up and all. Finally everything is over! I think preparing for wedding can be a tremendously tiring work. You have to take in so many people under your consideration, well i think they enjoyed themselves as all are part and parcel of life though.

My mum's birthday and daddy's day was nice! Had another gathering with Jess once again at Party World! It was all nice, ended around 1230am. All went home and really slept! I think all are worn out, and had to work the very next day. I think throughout this two days, all was awesome which i feel that is the most important thing! Dont you agree?

HEYS!

Heys! It have been few days since i last blogged.

My cousin, Daniel's wedding is coming soon, like in another 2 to 3 days.
So my mum brought me for shopping spree to buy something nice and formal for the wedding.

This are my items:


Yeah, do they look okay? i really love the shoes! Something different.

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I think my mum is really very willing to splurge for Daniel's wedding because she is even going to sponsor my sister and me manicure. I think she is really happy and excited about the occasion as well. keen for my manicure fingers?
I try to update once i have those nails on okay?
I don't think that is a easy task after my nails are on. but fret not, (provided that i actually have readers) i will most likely update, because i want to update about my mum's birthday that will happen on the next day, Sunday, 21.06.09
Cool!

Loves~

WooHOO!!

WooHoo! My web browser is working once more! No, not my Safari but my firefox! i downloaded it using my pc and then plugged it in here and now it is working! *jumps for joy!*

I am never going to be so stupid and delete my firefox again man! It is was so torturing!

I went for morning prayer this morning, awesome! though i was a bit not here nor there because i was very very sleepy! However, i still felt the presence throughout all the yawnings, which was amazing! Did i mention that i did not sleep at all last night? Because i am so afraid that i will oversleep and miss it again like the previous one. I only manage to attend one day out the five days man. So i repent and make it a point to try making to this round's

So upsetting, two of my colleague which i am closer to are leaving! Horrible people, abandon me there. -sighs-
Huang lao shi is leaving by the end of June and Ms Wendy is most probably leaving by the end of July. My goodness! Dont be mistaken, the job is not that bad, just that it can be quite physically demanding, Huang lao shi have some back problem and her knees are giving her problem already thus she have to leave, and Ms Wendy, she have some awesome opportunities that have been offered to her, so it is better for her to go too.

Will be so upset without them , think i will miss them really alot!

Blogging through hp

Okay, I'm actually using my handphone and blog.

Horrible! I accidentally deleted my firefox browser and my Safari is totally screwed! -frowns-

Seriously regrets can? I hope it doesnt get virus! (holding my hands together and pray)

Any nice people can actually bless me with a simple laptop will do, for me to surf net.
Because that is the only problem with my laptop.
Well at least i still can blog through my phone still not that bad. -smiles-

be more regular in blogging?! i hope!!

Hmm, maybe i should just try to blog more regular already.
I only remember blogging really regular when i was still in my secondary days. When all i do once i reach home is to actually turn on my computer and just blog away my day. I think partially because i was always being left alone at home, my sister was still in school back then and my parents were working. So seriously what else can i do other then just blog and stare at the screen.
There was a time that i was really bored till i will keep changing the font colour each time after i start a new paragraph. Time has flew so fast that sometimes i don't even have sufficient moment to catch a breath and take a quick glimpse of how things have been changing around me. It seems forever for me to turn 18 going on to 19 this year, breaking curfews and more things like working. I have to keep constantly reminding myself that i am no longer what i use to be, might not own what i used to own, because time has change and i have to grow up regardless whether i like it or not.
Attended another very sweet Solemnization yesterday once again, manage to see a lot of my ITE lecturers! Took a photo with Ms Karen with Fu er as well.

She still is as pretty as she always have been! -SMILES-

Anyways, fell in love with some really meaningful lyrics songs that are classified as emo songs by my friends, mostly i think break up songs?! but i just find that the melody is awesome.

Teng bought my gifts from Taiwan and Bangkok respectively and was really nice to pass it to me like yesterday, really sweet of her to do so. somehow, it makes me miss spending time with her and Jolene. Oh, the good thing was, she say i SLIM DOWN!! So happy, it has been ages since someone commented that i actually slim down. However, i want to slim more. Cannot stand myself to look fat especially when i know my cousin's wedding is drawing really really near! Wendy(my colleague) and i went to Bugis the other day to see whether i could find my dress there. But never really find any. BUT! I am not going to give up! -smile- Nothing is impossible!

I apologise if my post is kind of not in the proper sequence because these are bits and pieces in my mind now.

The weather is really a killer now! So please drink lots and lots of water, preferably plain water because it is more healthy. You know why? Because my nose is protesting to me about the weather too, it just keeps bleeding as and when she likes! [ i gave it a female gender because i am a female!] Horrible, just sneezing brings the blood clog out! Not a good sign at all i think.

Currently, all three family members are around, excluding my mum who had once again went to Kuching, she offered to bring me there but i rejected for no reason though. However, three of us are at our individual spaces using our own laptops , doing our own stuff. My dad is at the living room dong his work, my sister in her room, doing her work as well, and i am in my own room blogging. I think this is a partial disadvantage of staying in a four -room flat, lesser family interaction. Especially when children gets older and demands their own SPACES!

Unknowingly, i just typed a super long entry! I think that is all, shall continue tomorrow!

Loves, Jas

Finally entering another entry now..

It have been so long since i blog right? *thinking* i wonder who still comes around to read my blog.
Through this long period to me, a lot of things happened. it is a whole load of story if to be told or written here. However, i think that through it all, i am learning to stand up even stronger.
Of course not every single thing is bad things that occur, there are good things too. Like for example, i always wanted to get a acoustic guitar, the other day i met Jowell the other day, for sushi once more.. (side note: seriously, why everytime we meet only eat sushi? maybe should change location occasionally if meet up ya?) *smiles*
Then we went shopping, mostly window-shopping, on the way to take a train to meet my parents, i told her that i aim to get a acoustic guitar next month, then she just surprises me. Thank you Jowell! Mummy is paying for my guitar! Which was also unexpected because all along i have been pestering them to get me a acoustic guitar for like how many donkey years, then just out of sudden she wants me to see how much the guitar is and she will pay for me..

Just went out with mum, to eat sticky rice with MANGO! Yummy! I think Mummy is weird, she is too hip sometimes, yesterday she asked me out for a drink after my service and fellowship. She wanted to go out for a drink with my dad, my sister, her BF and me. Which was not her usual style, can't really remember her having night life, especially with us.

All turns out good and bad in a family is a matter of choice and all.. i think although people mention that out of Faith, Hope and Love, Love is the greatest thing in life, Forgiveness is the second greatest thing. How easy to type and say, but to do, it will take much more effort..

Since i havent been updating... MIGHT AS WELL!!

Like the woman with the issue of blood
Like the woman with the issue of blood
We press in, we press in
Like the blind man waiting patiently
We press in through the crowd

Then suddenly
A touch from Heaven
Jesus came and rescue me
Then suddely
A touch from Heaven
Jesus came and set me free
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Five loaves and two fishes- Corrine May
A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small
I trust in you I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small
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I went to watch the Final Solution- Easter drama, without fail, the whipping scene and Jesus carrying the cross moved me deeply into unbearable silent crying. It was heart-wrenching to see Jesus being mock, humiliated and having to suffer so much pain for sins he did not commit. during one scene, i got reminded of the song " Like the woman with the issue of blood" it caused me to cry or rather weep..

It just take so much faith of ours to do amazing miracles among us, don't you agree? Most of the time when things ain't working well, it just takes us to trust and believe that there is a way out planned for us and step out into the unknown and embark in new adventures. The woman with the issue of blood had the disease for about twelve years, but because of being willing to step out into the unknown and believe that she can be heal if only she can touch Jesus's garment, not even His hands and she will be healed. And she was healed! No wonder it is written that as long as you have the faith of a mustard seed, you can move mountains! *beams*

Thank God for strength and everything that you have done for us. I pray that greater and better job opportunities will come along real soon.. I need financial breakthrough! Hopefully by June the latest. So if you do read my blog, please promise to keep a lookout for me and pray for me okay?
Thank you in advance!
Take care, attending Service in another 9 more hours time, going to catch some power nap!

~signing off~ Jas