| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be. | |
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Hey all! Back to update again.
I'm listening to Colin Raye's Love, Me. My heart is melting once again, lyrics touches my heart. It can never get more realistic for me. Karen ( my cousin) used this song to do up a photo montage about my grandma short while after my grandma passed away, can never forget the sight, the smile, the acting cute to entertain her grandchildren, always giving us her very best.
Well! That is a whole load of memories that can never be forgotten, causing me to cry really badly when i sing the song "Amazing Grace"
Popo, how are you now in heaven? I hope your hole at your throat and neck area has closed up, wearing the beautiful white dress, dont have to depend on any walking stick or crutches and dancing around really happily everyday. Always remember that you love singing, are you singing daily? Miss your voice and whenever you cant really pronounce my name nor jiejie's name, when you will make me buy food for you and kiss you on your cheek whenever i see you. Especially when you demand me to share my sweets with you and the really funny expression when you ate sour Skittles sweet. I can imagine you with your favorite jade bangles, and "sailormoon" pose. I saw you smiling when we celebrated christmas of 2008, weird thing was, i saw you sitting at your favorite spot and smiling. It really brought the warmth into my heart, i felt so cosy and happy because i know you were also spending the joyous occasion with us. However, popo, can you promise me that you wont ask gong gong to join you for now? at least allow me to spend more love and time with him first, i felt really moved when i did not go back for a while and when i turned up, he was so happy to see me. When i kissed him, i felt really really happy too. Dont worry, i place a space for you and him to both be in my heart, you have never been put away. I always feel very secure because you too! I am working now already, learning to grow even more each day, Chinese new year is coming, once in a while, or rather, quite often mama will mention about the things you like to do and things all of us know that you enjoys, it also reminds me that you passed away for nearly two years already. I miss holding your hand and say popo wo ai ni, but i know i will have the chance! Right? i will still get to kiss your cheek and say inaccurate Cantonese and make you laugh. Seeing you giggle is just fascinating! I really misses you badly.
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Sorry for the kind of emotional post, just had all those feelings and i havent really had a chance to tell her all, though i know she is no longer on earth but i believe she will understand what i am saying.
-in conclusion, i miss all! Chinese new year is meant to not only have fun but really enjoy their company! PLEASE ENJOY THE TRUE MEANING OF THIS FESTIVE SEASON!
LOVES ALL!
~Jasmine signing off.
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